Blast from the wayyyyy past...

Well, it has been a long time, but never too late. Was at a wedding this past weekend and saw someone from my past. To clarify, he was from my past, I was not from his past.

He was the one that "got away?????" The reason I have the question marks is because did he really get away or did I not try hard enough.

I am one of those girls that was torn between the American and Indian culture when growing up. I was an independant girl who believed in going after what I want, except when it came to the opposite gender. I was led to believe that if I made the first move, it would not be appealing and would look eager, but if I sat around and waited, I might miss out...what do I do????

I tried a compromise, I initiated the first step, successfully I believe but then backed off...maybe that was my mistake. I should have pursued it, maybe then I would be living it instead of wishing it.

Don't know if anyone reads my stuff, but I have a question for the universe. Have you ever felt like there is or was someone in your life who you were meant to be with. You don't have to know them well, but it is a feeling you get when the thought or name of this person crosses your mind. A feeling that this person was created for you and vice versa. Even though you don't know them, you feel a level of comfort and familiarity just by the fact that they are in your vicinity.